I just wish people could understand Endo a lot more without them having to experience it obviously as I wouldn't wish that on anyone. It is a constant struggle for me to get myself to work at the moment as some days I just want to stay in bed or curled up on the couch with my heat packs, so I have been having a hell of a lot of time off recently.
Don't get me wrong my employers have been absolutely fabulous about all my time off in fact I am amazed I haven't been sacked yet! I just hate the fact that people don't GET my disease at all, they're think it is just some bad period pain I experience once a month.
Not the pain in my hips, my belly, my back, down my legs that I experience all the time. Not the pain I get when go to the toilet or the diahorea or constipation. Not the chronic fatigue which leaves me exhausted. Not the mood swings I get because of the pain I am in and I just want to take it out on someone - normally those closest to me. Not the fact that I am also infertile because of this disease or the fact that I am now on anti depressants because of all of these things and that I struggle to cope. I try to put a smile on my face and pretend everything is ok when inside I am screaming!
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